哀叹

为何会是这样
我并没有祈求过要特别好的成绩
但结果也太令人失望
原本是想拿回50%的奖学金
考完后这个念头已不见了的
但万万没想到连现有的20%都跑了

完全不知道到底发生了什么事
明明就是会做的
分数还好却不够高
是不打会做的
也不应该那么的低分

想清楚
或许真的要少许选错科
毕竟我真的是比较属于theory的人
当初放弃了物理
到底是不是明智的选择
而选择科系时
选了mechanical而不是chemical
又是不是正确的呢

当然
这些当初作出了这些决定
现在也是没得好反悔的了
后悔也是无补于事
明年新的一个开始
希望不会好像今年就是了
要加很多倍的努力去

辛苦，有意义

上星期的星期五至日雪兰莪残障自立协会和美门残障关怀基金会为了配合2010国际残疾人日（OKU International Day/International Day of Disabled Person）在时代广场举办了一项三天的活动，当中的节目有游戏，义卖，艺人表演等的
在朋友的邀请下我以自愿摄影师的身份参加了最后一天的活动
由于最后一天会是最繁忙的，他们需要到多些人手
原本的我是兴致勃勃的想当个普通自愿者帮帮忙罢了
谁知志愿者够了，只需要摄影师
结果厚着脸皮答应了的我还despo到要拜托朋友带多一架dslr借我（还真幸运的，能找到一个拥有两架，还肯借我的，虽说那架机sot sot 的，不过总好过没有，真是非常感谢）
当天到了现场，才发现到原来需要多些摄影师的原因（自己猜的XD）是因为当天有轮椅游行活动/义跑
一共400多人（义工+约180名残障人士）参加了这项始于时代广场，一直到Pasar Seni的轻快铁站，再乘搭轻快铁到KLCC，再由那儿继续游行，走回起点的游行
着游行大约费时4小时（没记错的话）
当时无论是年轻的，老的，少的，男的，女的，不同种族的
大家都齐心地走完了这段路程

以下是当天拍的一些照
和其他人的照片比
好需要多加努力
献丑了

义工在为这位叔叔画上。。。。我也不知叫什么XD

淑雯（左，邀请我们的）和dennis（右，借我相机的XD）

RELA

ST. John

起跑！
路程中

向路过的司机筹款

向路边的这位先生筹款

经过Petaling Street

小孩也帮忙，向游客筹款

休息+午餐


等待轻快铁

所有参加游行的人

热心的帮助残障人士

帮忙维持交通

交警也在

不远了！

就快到了！

冲线？

从头到尾都一直拿着国旗游行的老伯

这次真是荣欣能够有份参与这项这么有意义的活动
所说是短短的几小时
也让我体验/见识到很多平时少见的东西
也发现到原来这社会上
还是有不少热心人士的XD

平时拍照都喜欢拍生活照
喜欢拍人们自然的一面的我
这次还真是受益不浅的
虽然摄影技术不是很好
也还缺乏经验
希望能有更多的机会让我派到更多的照
当然首先
前提是需要一架好的相机>.<

这次也是很好的机会运动下的XD
真的好像老了
哈哈
自从以前童军时以后 好久没走那么长的路了
原来自己还蛮享受走路的（变态）
有人愿意和我去远足吗？呵呵

好了
就这么多
华语好像退步了， 呵呵
看来需要写多一些
就此。。。停打？XP

开心就好！ =)

就几个字

今天还真不错

开心的一天

难得的一次

希望会有更多这些日子

唯一的遗憾，没拍到照

这次

就这么长

呵呵

写爽罢了

短有短写

开心就好！ =)

放假咯！！

考完了！考完了！考完了！
虽说是迟了5天
但还是要高喊一句考完了！！
不过说真的，这个学期真是忙到喘不过气来
真的是得空死不得空病（都不知道这句话是谁想出来的)
也因这缘故很久没更新这部落格了
学业上的功课接连不断
科目又难到要命
结果时间一点都不够用
不过转眼间这一切已成过去了！
现在的我有三个月的长假过=)
从某个角度上看，这个学期可以被当成是最后一个学期了
下个学期多过一半的同学就会转到澳洲去留学了
而自己本身在大学的整班朋友都回过去
下学期可说是重新来过吧？
呵呵

考完了后原本想要出去看看戏休息下之类的
哪知朋友们竟然要踢球=.=
结果踢到累累的回家
然后第二天却又跑去了打羽毛球
然后晚上就是bbq
原本是很向往这bbq的
可是主人家不懂得搞气氛
自己和一斑自己的朋友烧烤和谈天（其实他们真的不会bbq的，但不好意思插手>.<）
那班女的也不知为何回来
就是坐在那儿看戏看了整晚
结果自己也是很自己一半朋友在一旁聊天罢了
真是没什么意思的

这几天就是每天在家休息
打机，看书的
现在休息够了
我真的很想出去啊啊！
说起来好像也整半年没看过戏了
哪位得空的先生小姐们能带我出去吗？哈哈

这个假期，应该都不会出去打工的了
毕竟这应该是最后一次长假了
下个假期需要intern
然后再多一年工作人生就开始了
突然想起一些很久没做的爱好
希望能在这假期里在次开始
要好好地充分利用这次的假期
尽情的享受！！

大家，假期快乐！！

夜晚

夜晚又降临了
从来没真正喜欢过夜晚
夜晚对我而言
是寂寞的
是忧愁的

夜晚
是多么的宁静
让那莫名的忧虑浮现出来
也象征着胡思乱想的逐渐接近

这些无理的现象
一到夜晚就彪出来
几天
几个星期
几个月
几年来从不间断过

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异常的喜欢在夜晚能与朋友们，家人们共聚
这是我解脱的方法
白天喜欢孤僻自己一人
晚上喜欢热热闹闹
这怪人就是我

白天的我喜欢独自一人
静静的观察一切
做自己喜欢做的事
虽然没人也并不会感到孤单

晚上一切静悄悄的
感到无故的寂寞
希望能与大家在一起
能感受到那不存在的安全感

我不喜欢夜晚
更不喜欢独自一个人
夜景固然美
但独自一人欣赏
也只是普通的一幅画罢了



夜深了还跑来这里说一大堆怪言怪语
真是该死的
与其想那么多，不如快去睡
大家别见怪
我
就是这么的一个怪人

唐突

就这样扑了出去
心也顺畅了很多
虽然是突然了些
虽然是没什么规划的
但
无论是对是错
能肯定的是
这不会是个会后悔的决定

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渐渐的
好像变回当初的独行狼
变回以往的自己
虽然不知是好是坏
但无论是什么原因也好
希望不会持久

Monash Annual Ball 2010: Premiere

Oh it is the time of the year again
Here come the cliche which sounds like
Time really flies
So, something different this year
The event was held at one world hotel (whoa finally, someplace near XD) instead of sunway hotel like the previous year
This place felt much nicer than sunway (personal thought)
The food while not fantastic, was certainly better

Overall, the ball was great
like the violinist that perform while they having break between events
(He actually plays plenty of musics of songs that i like, and was pretty good too =))
All the nominees for Mr and Mrs Monash were gorgeous (tho there are 2 that i totally do not fancy)
The events..well they are good, but it seems that people were more interested in taking their own gorgeous look rather than watching XD

Kinda regret not taking my own photo before going to the ball, oh well
Didn't take much photo either during the ball, guess I am just not in the mood
If ya wanna check out some of the ball's photo u can always browse through them anytime in my facebook
Oh, here's a photo of us with Mr and Mrs Monash

After party - the library
Went there late due to some circumstances
A lot of them are already pretty high when they reach there
And of cz not ignoring the drunks =P
Plenty were dancing and singing in the pub(high or drunk, they are the same)

Had a pretty good night
Great job to the committee's hard work
Well will end my post here I guess
Hope I will update the blog again soon =)

30小时的饥饿

飢餓30營2010年 - 为孩子打造无贫城市, Light Up Their Life !
这就是今年饥饿30的口号
由世界宣明会，HELP university 和 新洲日报 联办的飢餓30營
今年已是第13届了
也是我参加的第二届
第二次的参加，感觉还蛮不同的
这次由于某些原因
并没参加到monash的，而是加入了kenzo的DIY营


第一天
Mutiara Complex

到了这里
发现都是一大班不认识的人，
真正认识的其实只有惠慈一人
但也还不错，
因这样认识了不少的新朋友，重点还有这里是以华语为主的XD
这两位是其中两位最早认识的朋友，
伟诗和淑雯（其实是他们认出我是kb的学生XD)

伟诗，我和淑雯

当天的活动还算是不错，不过感觉上这次的饥饿挑战一，这个叫我们睡街边的游戏（不知道什么名-_-"）与上次灾民的相比比较乱，也没那么好玩（个人想法）。
当然，那游戏也让我留下印象深刻的事物，也就是以下的“包租婆”，lady Gaga 和 如花，他们都是游戏中的角色。早就对crossdressing（知道华语是什么的话请告诉我>.<）麻木了的我（实在是太多人做这类事了），还是被他们的“美”逗得笑出来了。

包租婆，lady Gaga 和 如花

差点忘了介绍，这就是两位营长之一，kenzo，而另一位就是刚才的lady gaga, alicia

Kenzo

在饥饿挑战一中，我们第11组虽说有一个跛脚的（就是在下，paiseh呵呵），一个是不是都被捉进监牢，令一个直接不见踪影，但还是出奇的取得了第二名

第十一组

还有我们的小小组长

当然除了这以外还有别的活动，如饥饿挑战二，魔术表演的等等，还有不能少的waka waka 舞蹈，这舞其实还蛮好跳的噢X)。

饥饿挑战二

跳waka waka

五月天=.="

第二天
Stadium Putra，Bukit Jalil

如往常的，第二天就是倒数活动
虽然倒数活动是中午12时到4时
我们这些kiasu一分子为了得到摇滚区在早上8时就抵达了
大约4小时的等待后，倒数活动终于开始了
当天和去年一样的遇到了风仔和半糖女孩，
还有之前没有参加过的huey shyan
最后要提的就是没遇到的，放我们飞机的人>.<

当场的气氛和舞台，相机不是很好，拍到一团黑

当晚的艺人有：贾森，Jeff陈浩然，，Royce陈志康，颜薇恩，尹汇雰，William李威延，菲比，Roshan，王菁忆，Gary叶俊岑，罗忆诗，T4C，Juwita， Danell 李桀汉，易桀齐，张智成，Deborah，Francissca Peter，梁静茹和张栋梁（饥饿30爱心大使）

以下的照片都是由我们营地的摄影师拍的（boh bian 我的相机不好），大家自己认认那些艺人吧=P

以下是自己录下的短短的片段，真的很短（memory stick没位了>.<），而且手不是捉得很稳。。哈哈

喊下喊下，4个小时也过去了
我们每一人如往常的得到了V-soy一瓶，然后还有一块面包

我的“Break Fast”大餐

喝！

30小时的饥饿就这样过了
今年本地一共有130个DIY营，一共有14000名饥饿勇士
而最创纪录的事我们一共筹到了115万令吉！！（1.15million是115万吧？？哈哈！）
真心希望我们这些捐款能帮助到有需要的人

第二次的参加
并没让我得到任何特别的新的启发
许多事在现实生活中也都有注意到
还是那几句
珍惜自己所有的一切
要懂得知足
当然，最后还是多了一个决心
就是希望自己以后打工后能助养一些儿童
现在其实已有这想法
但仔细想后，自己都养不活自己，没资格去助养他人
所以希望以后能做到

另一件就是
虽说倒数活动，就是拿来庆祝的
但在所谓的“开斋”后把场地弄得乱七八糟
让义工们去打扫
那么我们这些所谓的饥饿勇士
真的有通过这营会领悟到什么吗？
这就是我们应该做的？
这或许值得想想吧？（也是个人意见，胡言乱语别在意=P）

衷心的为所有贫困，挨饿的孩子们祈祷
希望他们能有更好的生活

在此要鼓励大家多多参与此类的活动
希望明年的饥饿30营会有更多人参与
能凑得到更多的钱

=)

ps: 补充下，突然发现自己蛮久没有参加任何活动是以华语为主要语言的了
要是大家有什么活动
请别忘了邀请我噢=P

YUI-Please stay with me

Romanji Lyric

soba ni ite kureru, jounetsu no sukima de sotto
yasuragi wa itsumo higeki no saki ni mienaku naru

chiisaku naru ai no kakera wo hiroi atsumete wa
hitotsu futatsu kasanete iru no

aitai to tada negau dake de
konna ni mo namida afureru kara my love
yozora ni ukabeta tame iki ga koboreru
Please Stay With Me

koraeteru keredo sokke naku naranai de ne
kotoba tte itsu kara shinjitsu ni kawaru kara

puraido sainou kikoenai yume no mama owarenai
hitotsu futatsu toki akashite yo

aitai to ieba mata kurishimete shimau
namida afureru no ni my love
sure chigau tabi ni itoshiku natte yuku
Please Stay With Me

motto shiritai anata no koe ga kikitai
nakitaku natte tomadou tte yowai yo ne?

aitai to tada negau dake de
konna ni mo namida afureru kara my love
yozora ni ukabeta tame iki ga koboreru
Please Stay With Me

aitai to ieba mata kurushimete shimau
namida afureru no ni my love
sure chigau tabi ni itoshikunatte yuku
Please Stay With Me


Translation Lyric

Will you stay by my side? Quietly though a crack, the passion (disappears)
Always become unable to recognize the calm before the storm

Again and again (I) gather the little fragments of love
Piling them up piece by piece

I just simply long to see you,
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

Though I am enduring it, please don’t ever treat me coldly
because words will one day become reality

The first thing, second thing that will not end as just a dream that cannot hear pride or talent,
please reveal it to me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow (because of you)… my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

I want to know more
I want to hear your voice
I start wanting to cry and feel lost
I am weak aren’t I?

I just simply long to see you
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow, my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

original: yuistalker lyric, retranslated

All the lyrics were taken from jpopasia.com, feel free to visit the site for more song =)
This is a song that I am quite into recently
So I shall share it here
Hope that all of the you enjoy it =)

Slight Misfortune

So this is the current state of my leg
Look nice? hahahah
Sprained my ligament playing badminton 2 days ago
And I was not even jumping, just running
*sigh*
The only good thing was I was treated by a few girls on the spot HAHAHA
Massage and bandaged etc

Went uni today using tongkat
And realised that it is really inconvenient..haha
Not fun at all wei using it
My friend even suggested to me to use the wheelchair from MUSA
But my pride took over and refused it flatly..haha

Should be able to walk by next week
Hopefully I dun need tongkat anymore..haha
That's all for this time =P

无言

自信心，
都在一夜间消失了
度过了一个不那么好的学期
课业不好
队友不好
几乎没什么顺利的
结局
也当然形成了一线
让一个糟糕的学期
画上了不好的结局
预期会好的，结果出来一团糟
不好的，依然是不好
追根究底
自己也并不是很努力，加上朋友的影响
当然结果也会是这样

下学期，绝对会更加努力
这次不会再乱来了
也不是信口开河的
是从新检讨自己
是时候要更自私些吗？
这些先别决定
我并不是圣人
自救都不行
何来的救人
不过能肯定的
就是我必须要比现在更努力
而自大，
或许也早早帮我种下了失败的果

新的学期
新的开始
新的我也必须出现

of bbq and photo taking and friends

Let's have a late post today
I have a great day last Saturday at the supposingly 5M gathering
In the end the people who turn up...well....
are the people who usually turn up..haha
I won't exactly say that it is a class gathering since, only less than 1/3 of the people turn up?
Plus the spy in our class aka teo wei jie which attend our gathering more than his own class' lol

Anyway the barbeque was a great 1
Bought a lot of different kind of sausages from the advice of wai boon aka the organiser, who keep mentioning the word solid to us that even I was influenced lol
So with all the plenty solid sausages, we abandoned the usual chicken wing which took a long time to be..errr barbequed, which resulted in non-stop complain from my daugheter - vivian
Well those sausages are indeed SOLID
With the addition of cheese..wow I dun even know how to describe hehe
Anyway those girls was thinking that we never ate cheese b4 in our life cz of our excitement of it lol

These are the sausages and prawn ball with cheese, somehow look quite wrong, due to the good work of kh and hk, the two h & k XD, but they are seriously incredibly good lol

Oh ya wads left out was that we did the whole bbq under the condition of heavy rain
It was quite a refreshing experience, having everyone stuffed in to a small....err no idea wad it is called, a pondok? lol

After all the food we took plenty of group photos, which include 10 continuos shots where we count from 1 -10, and 5 continuos shots where we did up down left right and finally a ghost face, I shall post up the ghost face 1 here
Just realised that vivian...looked like a real ghost here hahahaha

After both hk and wb left for others' bday party, and since wj just a bought a new dslr recently, the canon 450D if not mistaken
We went over to vivian's place for a photo taking session lol
Crazy photo taking spree took place there
With wei jie taking out some of vivian's stuffed toys and request each girl to take photos with them lol
Talking bout this..somehow feel like posting up the photos of each girls with the stuffed toys, so here u goXD

TAKE NOTE: The photos were NOT taken by me, wj was the one who took them


Hmm so, do they look sweet? All old friends here, so no comment, I'll leave the comment to u readers XD

Ohya can't left out kh here, for some reason he was quite photogenic on that day

Well I shall end all the photos with the 1 I took with my daughter lol
Somehow I like this photo a lot,
On a side note here, note that I dye my hair once again XD
this time it is brighter and more visible than last time
No real reason in it, just wanna finish up the hair dye i bought last time
Ok enough babbling bout my hair, I am sure a lot of people already heard too much that they wanna vomit hahahaha

You know what, though time passed by really fast
Somehow I feel like time between us friends never really move on
Though most of us haven't seen each other for ages
We still crap with each other like old time,
all the teasing on each other
all the laughing
are still the same
It is as if we are still seeing each other everyday
There isn't a single awkward moment

Friends are really one of the most wonderful thing in this world
I really appreciate all the friendship that I have
& I really hope that they can be maintained until forever
No matter what, we should never really forget bout them
As they will always be there for us =)

Haha ok what's with me here
Getting all philosophical here all of a sudden
Out of character I would say hehe
Ok then time to end this blog
To other 5m students, hopefully can meet sum of u guys real soon
Take care all =)