Just some thought

Have been trying to do something, end up doing nothing
Ever since Tues, the last day of our mid-term, i have been so into playing games & drawing
games..well i play that all the time...so it is nothing surprising
For drawing though, i always draw when i have the mood to do it
but than surprisingly, i have the mood to draw for almost everyday
in the end neglecting almost everything, doing nothing
I have so much more important stuffs to do even though the test is over
well, I should have enough time to finish up everything:)

anyway, something that i have just drawn, nothing fancy, it's kinda dirty..& i am lazy to apply artline again, so it's not really clear =D...but well

feel free to drop some comments =D



On another matter,
I've been asked whether i have considered to become a mathematician by a friend of mine recently, & i should have study animation instead of engineering
well i did consider those options...including psychology, actuarial science astronomy, science major in physics, etc....
there are so many things that i wanna study that it is impossible for a single human being to accomplish..just call them interest:)
in the end i chose engineering..for reason that..i guess not even I really clear about
but than...well I've made my choice, might as well do my best
Have always know that interest & future are 2 different things
will try to learn bout those so-call interest when i grow up later...self study=)

新的环境，旧的生活

来到了新的处所
白狼认识了许多的新朋友
多数也都是一样，由别处来到这里的
虽然说都是新的朋友
但白狼并不觉得和以前有什么不同
相反的，白狼很想念以前的朋友

好不容易
白狼混进了他们圈子
却没想到其实也是一样不起眼的
他们遇到困难，明明就在眼前
却好像透明似的
他们宁愿向比较远的朋友求救
都不向白狼开口半句

白狼并不认为自己什么都会
但能帮到的一定会尽全力帮朋友们的
白狼开始犹豫着
难道自己看起来真的那么无能，那么不友善？？
还是自己性格真的很不好，不讨人喜欢？
无奈的，白浪决定继续探讨
继续寻找自己要的东西

Late Post

Have been doing well for some, doing badly for others, even though i should do better than that
this is just so like me la..wonder when i will change
never do things consistently
sometimes according to mood:)
oh well...this is still me..will try to change someday


By the way
Happy Belated Birthday to this two creatures down here














The girl who is going to become a doctor & the guy who supposingly has the D cup =)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
Was kinda busy yday so i only posted it here today
errr..the difference in size of the photos, are unintentional X)

it's a test week...& everyone should be studying
THAN WHY THE HELL AM I IN FACEBOOK PLAYING FRIENDS FOR SALE!
I can see that i am not the only 1
eric, yao huang, sean have been buying pets there everyday
huey shyan was influenced by me
we have been raising the value of some ppl extraordinarily

• Barney Cheong
• "barney hubby^^ (strictly NOT FOR..."
• value:
  $736,403,855
• cash:
  $43,954,515
• owner:
  David Rusli
• pets:
  5
• network:
  Malaysia
  
  
wth is this, how can he be so bloody damn expensive!!!! hahahaha..ok we play no part in this...i just stumbled on him & saw that he is soooo expensive & thought i should shared it out here XP

& for the quizes of facebook
i don't really know what's so addictive bout them
but than i am addicted too...have been taking quiz for everyday. my daily job :P
anyway..must force myself to study..hahaha if i can ever do that
dynamics exam up next on fri=)

1 down 3 to go...
so bloody tired la...
i....craved...for...more sleep!!

btw..happy birthday to Lee Hau Keat!!
not that he'll see this anyway..haha

和朋友的一晚

i am gonna blog this in chinese
there are others who blog this in english anyway, if you wan search them out:P

昨晚去了kota kemuning和大学的朋友bbq
很远下，不过算了，也不是说会时常这样（希望啦。。呵呵）
好了，到了sean的家，女的在厨房忙着（还有一两个男的），准备意大利面和沙拉，叫我们去起火
说实在的，不是很想起，结果留在厨房帮大家洗东西。。呵呵

说实在的，当晚并不算是bbq（至少在我眼中啦。。哈哈）
大部分的人都在吃，只有我们几个人在烧
对我而言bbq最好玩的就是在烤食物的过程，真的是不明白为什么当晚没什么人要烤
或许是那烤炉笑了些，不过。。。有些人还真的是等吃罢了=.=
过后yun xin决定和她的男朋友提早庆祝生日
被大家逼他们吻对方。。。不过才都不到那一秒，=.=
没有人来得及拍照。。哈哈
回家时发现chea yii他们没有跟上来，原来迷路了
幸好后来他们还是找到路，不然可以准备睡街了咯

对了，忘了当晚的主角
sean可爱的妹妹。。。这位7岁的小妹妹，所说的一切真的是让我们哭笑不得
以下是其中个例子

A: you know , people always say me very cute you know…
Joon Loong: -thinks for a while- oh i’m sorry .. i didn’t know bout that.. i think you’re cute… -i’m being honest k-
A: it’s okay , i understand , i forgive you ..

ok i copied this from joon loong's blog i admit it..but this is sooooo classical:P

这就是sean可爱的妹妹

eric(庆祝生日的人）

当晚有去的一些人

当晚唯一的“鬼佬”，来自澳洲的。。帅吗？？自己定段。。呵呵

我。。。咯。。。
全部人=D

好了今天就写着这些。。。没什么灵感。。

白狼的故事 - 漫游天涯

白狼作了决定
要离开这片森林
以四海为家，到外闯一闯
它并没有向谁道别
只是望了望森林
把所有的记忆都收藏在脑海里就走了

在旅程中，它来到了一个旧农场
以为是个被遗弃了的地方
它打算进去寻找食物
万没想到遇见了一位小女孩
白狼并不想吃人类，更不想吓这坏小孩，转身想走
没想到小女孩并不怕它，反而还靠近它，抚摸它
望着这天真的小孩，白狼似乎看到了它从来没有的朋友
就这样，白狼陪了小女孩整晚
原来小女孩是迷了路，才来到这地方
而不怕它的原因更因为是把它当成了一只狗

到了清晨，外方传来很多人类的声音
白狼知道是来寻找小女孩的
悄悄地，把沉睡的小女孩留在那儿
自己躲进了附近的树林里
看着一班大人走了进农场的旧仓库
带着兴奋的小女孩出来
而在离开农场的刹那，小女孩转头对着树林微笑
仿佛是对着位这认识了不久的朋友道别
白狼也笑了，是在它出生至今少有的笑容
就这样，走向树林深处，
白狼继续它的旅程

some ranting

ok half of the holidays have passed
& i haven really do anything productive yet
my leg isn't recovering
it should be ok by now but for some reason i m feeling strange
my brain is a mess now
studying for the test isn't really going well
not much to study, but lots of tough ques
guess i have to spend more time studying for the next few days

Elephant Visit

Don't really know how to start this off...but than, here it goes
woke up early for the elephant 2day
have to reach monash by 8am, joined the nature club's activity to visit the elephant in Kuala Gandah, yupe..u heard it right, u read it correctly, i JOINED the nature club
well continue on the story
while still in super sleepy mode, we board the bus & sleep lol
sleep through out the whole journey to Kuala Gandah except for the half an hour stop for breakfast
reach the place at 11sth, earlier than expected
had our lunch & watch some video on how to capture elephant & wad they do to them
than finally is the time we are waiting for!
get to see the elephants, feed them ride them,
too bad can't shower with them(to be exact is play water with them, not exactly eager for it but well) since the water level of the river 2day is quite high
reached monash way earlier than estimated & is pretty exhausted
well, as quoted by someone, let the photos do the talking

The surrounding

The Toilet XD

where we have our lunch



some photos around the place


some funny looking elephant...lol

elephant's bones


ok i know u guys don't really wanna see me right? Here goes the elephants!

this poor thing was attacked by a tiger before she was rescued, lost her tail.

hmm the older elephants




the elephant at the left side is actually 71...er or 79 years old wtf...i can't really remember wellXD

everyone trying to feed the elephant, it looks kinda pampered..lol

well me & the elephant, wait wth is the malay posing behind me?? lol

Michelle & Amylin riding the elephant

Me, Jun Min & Khai Hong riding the elephant, ok i know i don't look all that excited, but the elephant ride was really kinda fun

The group photo of everyone from the Nature club who went for the trip

I guess that's all, i m really bloody tired now...so gonna stop here
~ciao~

独行的白狼

在森林里穿梭着
几乎森林的每个角落都走过了
白狼，还是找不到属于自己的地方
大家时时都很羡慕白狼
说它有本事，朋友多
白狼其实并不否认
朋友，的确有很多
认识的人，也不少
但没有人晓得
知心的 它找不到
它并没有真正属于自己的朋友圈子
在大家面前
它只是一味的笑着
和平时没什么不同
独个儿时，
看着森林里的动物都有属于自己的圈子
时常在一起游玩
分享生活的点滴
唯独自己四处独行
白狼不禁感叹

它，只能像以往一样
站在一旁
观看这班朋友
守护着他们
渐渐的
深夜降临了
悄悄的，它转身
慢步走了
回去属于自己的家

人生，天资

许多人时时都在追求着自己没有的东西
洋房，跑车
这些物质上的东西
或许都还可以努力追求到
满足到自己的欲望
但一旦到了所谓的天资
都时常会怨天尤人
说上天亏待自己
或是那这些当作是借口
什么不会做时
就会说我没有别人那么聪明
之类的东西

但实际上每个人都有自己的不同
与其时常烦恼自己的缺点
责怪自己不比别人好
尝试喜欢自己
把自己所有的，发挥出100%
掩盖自己的缺点
充实的活下去
这样生活反而更有意义

没有人是完美的
或许有些人的确在某方面比别人突出
但那是因为他们懂得发挥出自己的所长
只要不憎恨自己的不过
每个人，都能出头
大家，加油！

- LOVELESS -

This has been out for quite some time now, LOVELESS is a book of poems in the world of FINAL FANTASY VII, it appears the most in the video game FINAL FANTASY VII: CRISIS CORE. I kinda like it so i posted it up here:P

Prologue (Poem)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Prologue (Interpreted)
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I (Poem)
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act I (Interpreted)
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One is taken captured, one flies away
And the last becomes a hero

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

Act II (Poem)
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act II (Interpreted)
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Act III (Poem)
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act III (Interpreted)
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

Act IV (Poem)
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V (Poem)
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice



Of course there is a japanese version since this is from a FINAL FANTASY game after all, not gonna post it up though, if you are interested, search it out=D.

On a few stuffs

Just updating on a few things that happen recently
ok 1st off went for shell's scholarship interview on Thurs
the whole thing don't really went on well
i think i accidentally swear(whispered it) once in there XD
hope the interviewer nvr heard it
ok overall didn't do as badly as i imagined but still not really satisfied with it

Went to Monash after that for the last class
almost every single human being that i met asked me why wear so formal=.=
ok i guess that might attract some attention
met wei leong, shi yunn & the dancing group before goin home
they are preparing for the MDFC Dance Concert
i was tired that time so i decided not to stay back
ok that turn out to be a bad choice...a really bad 1
i got a minor accident on my way home in front of 1u
i hit another car on the back, luckily nothing serious
have to pay for the repair fees or sth

Yesterday though, really feel pointless going to the uni
we have around an hour class of dynamics before the alarm went off
went for a drill....walk around chatting with friends
than i have 3 hours of break as our math lecturer has a high fever
we went for a lunch at zanmai in pyramid for yao huang's farewell
wth do u have to change to studying law!!
ok anyway a few more will be leaving soon so we should prepare for it
i might post some photos on the lunch later

Originally plan to study 2day...
in the end i am here for almost the whole day
oh well..gotta make up some time tmr
anyway that's all~~

Hi there

Well this is my 1st post, nothing much to talk about
never thought that i might start to blog again though
my last blog was deserted by me 3 years ago...lol
well anyway will try not to forget about this blog like the last time:P
Hmm..that's all what i am gonna say
will update the blog soon