Another topic-less post

I have so much that I wanna say
So much that I wanna tell
Yet do not know how
Just let it be

sleep, rest, dream

Just wanna rant on my sleeping problem
Aren't exactly something new, as most of you already know this
I just simply love to sleep, aren't it the same for most of you?^^
Well the problem here is that i never get to sleep as much as i want
Don't seem to be able to fall asleep easily (well that's common too)
And always wake up almost the same time the next day
From 7 sth to 9am, but usually around 8am
No matter what time i slept the day before( or rather in the morning, if it is past 12=P)
I seemed to wake up at around those time
Ok i see certain advantage here, i have plenty of times a day to do plenty of stuffs
I rarely overslept so no fear of being late (ok mayb i'll still be late sometimes)
But there are times that i seriously just wanna like others, sleep untill 10 or 11 or even straight till noon
Even if i m extremely exhausted/after i had my medicine due to sickness
I m still unable to get any good sleep
The latest i managed is to wake up around 10
During holidays when i watch anime/drama until 4 or 5am
Well if i found myself waking up at 8, i think i might turn mad
Things have its pros and cons
And i know waking up early are not necessarily a bad thing
And maybe all this aren't as big deal as i thought as there might be plenty of ppl out there expeiriencing the same thing
These are just my thought
Since there are times i really hope to spent my whole day on the bed
never waking up=)
On another thought, i seemed to be able to sleep quite easily in the afternoon
But just a nap, wake up quite fast too..just a short 1
Perhaps it is due to fatigue
Or i m just simply more suitable to be an owl =P

Talking bout sleep
People always tend to say that u dun dream when u sleep the most sound/deep
i seemed to have plenty of dreams though
does that means i dun sleep well?
nah just some random stuff, i guess thats the same to everyone isn't it
mayb we just dun have as much dreams as we thought we had during we sleep
Well anyway
Hope everyone out there has a nice day
And a nice sleep too=)

Topic- less

tonnes of works to do
but dun really know how to do
wasted the whole day here playing games
really wanna start to do some work
really wanna do a bit of revision
yet do not have the determination to do it =P
crazy of my mass effect, travelling planet sure is fun
made me wonder how wonderful a human's brain is
it took quite a mind to be able to come up with the whole concept and design of that game
ok maybe not 1 mind but a group of
but still,
simply brilliant :)
started dragonica due to CF
not so bad, but not addicted yet either =)

on another note
this afternoon was really terrifying
while having my short nap
dream of someone strangling me
after i woke up
still feeling as if someone was strangling me
unable to move my hand as if someone was holding it
unable to breath, scream out
was free after a while though
mom told me it was just a normal phenomenon due to the heat
well it was my 1st time, so i was really terrified
really thought i was a goner for a second
ppl always say that u will think of the person that u like the most when you are about to die (or mayb tv drama say so, but who cares =P)
guess who was on my thought at that moment
well
no one in particular =P
was too busy looking for a way/trying desperately to free myself of wadever it was
where got time to think of any1 wo
i nvr give up hope you see
or mayb i m just not quite dead yet=P

约定

答应了的事
没办到
约好了
没做到

说真的
很不喜欢这个感觉
仿佛像是背叛了你
只不过一些小事
却没实现承诺
而你得到的
好像不是很好

当然
一直以来都不喜欢毁约的=(


或许
我开始对你有不同的看待
在乎你的想法
在乎你对我的看法
在乎你的心情

不过
是不是这样
自己也不知道
有可能是想太多

虽然你说
不介意
没关系
我也相信
你的想法是真的这样
但那股内疚感依然存在
自己无法放开
仿佛做了一件坏事




以后会尽量实现答应过任何人的事物
任何的约定
如果我忘了/没做到
大家
请痛骂我一顿=)
要打我也可以
不过别打脸噢=P